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Once as a child I was playing with a little boy and two girls, and he knelt on the ground the way I had to when I was in pain. I said to him “You need to go to the toilet.” – I really wasn’t making fun of him but we had been teasing him. That’s how I’d learned to talk to boys from hanging out with guys that played games like Final Fantasy and are why there are people MY age that make money from playing games.

It feels like you’re stopping flatulence from coming out of your body or having spasms from needing to take a shit but really you’re resisting something from going inside your body. It takes a person like me to say that with this much confidence.

It takes a person proving that it is possible to be a medium for all of the women made to feel stupid for going to psychics for hope that their lives might ‘get better’, when they were made to feel like the psychics that had so much truth to share were liars after their money (why don’t you assume that the people saying things like that to you could be the liars?) their readings being heard by unintended, unpaying audiences. You sitting in on a person’s reading means you’re stealing energy from the two consenting participants and it is theft.

Islam punishes theft by cutting off a limb, and I am becoming an advocate for this.




Today I got a FB message from someone I met awhile ago when I was living in Copenhagen & he had something pretty nice to say about my blog. I think I was abrupt with him but actually I’m not used to anything but soliloquies about what I’m upto. {If you read this, I was actually very flattered.} Also he’s an Aquarius and they’re dangerous territory. Maybe too clever for me to speak to without panicking a little bit.

I made a video I’m quite proud of, for stocking fetishists. My colour palette was inspired by Renaissance paintings, hence the title.



Last night I shot a video for the kids YouTube channel I’m making, that I think I’ll be putting on Japanese YouTube. I think I’ll need to hire a Japanese speaking voice actress.

Here are some stills. I’ve no idea if I’ll like the final edit at this point – it’s not really looking how I’d like it to have looked – but I believe that great work is always a process – so if this is the worst I can do it’s not so bad. #HotChocolateParty.

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So, as far as my to-do list goes (one sec I’m just popping onto Amazon quickly)

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omg how beautiful is my PS2? I actually need to come up with a name for her. She has a younger brother (ps4?) in Copenhagen… That I bought so I could play Final Fantasy 15. I’m waiting on the remake of FF VII now, so I’m excited for them to meet at some point.