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I had a humble Christmas. Two or three weeks pass like years in this flat. I am so not-happy that I didn’t have a fancy Christmas lunch. 😦 This Christmas we learned “do not keep plants if you eat plants” Tacky present for aerth twin because I felt you get jealouse and I not wantContinue reading

When I applied for University, my photography was mostly candids of the beauty in minutiae I find in daily life. For example: a mug. I took photos of girls being boring and pretty. For example: a photo of a not nice girl in my clothes. That was a thing I would have happily done asContinue reading “Self Sacrifice”

When I had what appeared to be an addiction, it was no such thing – it was the conscious repression of a nervous breakdown that I needed to have for many years – I would have serious rage episodes when I had no weed. A psychic on Oranum called ‘HealerMassada’ said “listen to Louise HaysContinue reading

I’m trying to piece together a story using scientific evidence This is a play called the Crucible. It is about the Salem Witch trials. It is by Arthur Miller. First of all: stay away from people I find attractive. Don’t think about them.Don’t talk to them. Don’t sleep with them. Don’t stalk them.I’m doing youContinue reading “Stay away from people I find attractive in any way whatsoever”

I am time-travel preparing to celebrate christmas alone next year. I am not sad. I look sad. In the photograph I posted of myself, I look sad. I’m not sad. Men only like me when I look miserable. It’s a look. I have no reason to be sad. I am happy. I have every reasonContinue reading “M A K I N G A T R E E”

In physical, we grow by suffering. To a dandy gentleman, suffering might be a poorly prepared hot drink. A mouldy cheese not aged but gone off. An imagined painting that looked different to how he might have imagined it should look. A hair out of place, which ruined a gesture in the theatre of hisContinue reading “S U F F E R I N G”

SINTERIORS MAGAZINE | > blurb < This is a 200+ page magazine (unfinished) of interior design colour palettes I had intended for girls who are not home-makers. It was tremendously disappointing to receive and I’ve let go of the idea. I’ve had to let go of and really I’ve learned to accept that people don’tContinue reading “Destino”

At uni I learned the following: – if you are easily insulted, you don’t have it in you to be a model/artist/performer. you probably can’t be friends with me either. I take very well to funny-insults and constructive criticism. – artists need to be told when their work is crap. they also need to beContinue reading

In an attempt to reconsider how I use my blog, because I love to write: I’m going to follow a photo and no-more-than-a-mini-paragraph to accompany it structure. I don’t think people read my blog. I’m not in pursuit of a vast audience either. My university life, the nature of the stuff i got upto removedContinue reading